What is it like to find that
you are not loved
What is it like to find that
you are not loved even by
your most loved one
what is it like to find that
she actually never loved you
what is it like to find that
she actually loved someone
she wished you could be
but not you
what is it like to find that
you are never loved
To me it is like
being buried alive
18 July 2006
Sam-el Ladh
* Published as "Prelude" in "Kau Tak Harus Mencintaiku", a novel by Almino Situmorang (Gagas Media, 2007)